aarrgghh

I thought I would lose my mind today. Even though he can't help it, the IS makes all kinds of noises all the time now. He coughs, he spits. He gulps INCREDIBLY loudly. He takes quick, shallow breaths at times. He has the PD mask and looks angry or in pain all the time. His cheeks are completely sunken because he's so thin. I can't stand it. It was all I could do to keep from screaming. Oh, and he belches constantly too. Am I a horrible person for being so turned off by it?