Screaming inside

IS is not having a good night. There's been yelling, whispering and pounding. I tried to go back to sleep, but now I'm very, very tense. I'm screaming inside. I'm so totally unhappy - no job, no partner, no life. I've made myself a schedule to try to stick to until T'giving to help me get things done. I'm making slow progress.

All I want is to run away to HT and feel his arms around me. But he's married again, so that'll never happen. I need someone to take care of ME. Will I ever have that again? Will anyone ever want to make love to me again?

HELP!